dmi ko pa nmn ssbhn syo pero bgo ko pa man nsbi iniwan mu na kmi...nvr even tot na dis wil hppen 2 u...nung umgng un cguro bnda 7 pmnta kmi ni ryan sa metro thinking na ur olredy safe pero naabutan lng nmin dun ay ang huanapo..kya pmnta nman kmi sa jose reyes pero la ka rin dun..by the tym we got back..natnung ni ryan dun sa isng tga gma kng cnu pa nsa loob...we saw ur nme...una nga cnsbi nmin na ur sfe..ntwa pa nga kmi nung tym na un kc rong spelling ung erika (remember ry? haha) pus prng everywhere kmi lumingon nririnig nmin na la na survivors dyn...pero we still nvr lose hope...we believe na u'll come out of there na buhay ka...bnda 9 nksma na nmin c lester...kausap ang tatay nya and hearing na may ngpkita dun sa building knina...our hopes were raised kc kla nmin kaw un at makakalabas k n pero later nlaman nmin na ahya mu pla un but stil naniwla prin kmi na mkksma mu prents at brothers mu na makakalabas..lumapit pa nga kmi dun e...pmnta pa kmi dun sa new haus nyo...but time quickly passed by...lumiliit na ung hope nmin but we still believed in u...nvr had we gven a chnce na makausap ka for the very last tym...sna mbgyn lng kht isa sa min ng kht 1 min or even juz a few sec na sbhn syo ung mga nais nmin...nung nlaman ko na u passed away...(fil ko prehas filing ntin ry) prng nwla part ng lyf ko kc i'll miss ung mga days na kukulitin mu ko dun sa bus..ung lgi mu kong pinapalo dun sa bus...ung pgbyebye ntin each and everytime na sby tyo bumaba nung bus..ung pagloloko ntin...asarasaran ntin..n most specially ung smyl sa face mu na nd nwwla..ur are a gr8 frnd..i nvr knew na u considered me as one of ur best frnds until dat day..i felt so hopeless na nandun lng kmi sa baba ng bahay mu na wlng mgwa kndi nktyo lng at ngdadasal...i knw na mas close mu c ry kc lgi mu ksma yan eh kya nmn sna gbayan mu nga yn may cra na yan (jk ry!)kc akalain mu man na 24 hrs na di kumain..ayy...it really might have been different kng nand2 ka lng ksma nmin ngyn..4 na araw na lng nga rin o..4 days nlng mgswim na tyo..kng lam mu lng kng gnu kaexcited c ryan na mgswim ka..lgi ka nga nya pngmamalki sa tutor kng san ngkikita kmi ng maaga pra lng mgusap..lagi ko pa nga yan niloloko sa nme n...****** (lam ko lam mu yan ry!! yan ung twg ko syo sa tutor kng ngtxt xa)..nxt yr pg akyat ko dun sa bus..nd ko mkkita ung swit smyl na lgi mu dla sa mukha mo...pg pnta sa skul..la ng mnghihiram skin ng earphones at cel ko..and i'll nvr 4get ung mga cnsbi at kinuwento mu skin dun sa pguwi mula sa splash kc ksma kita nghintay na bumaba mom mu pra buksan ung door nyo...cguro 30 mins tyo nktyo sa lbs noh? haha...and nvr have i tot na dat will be da last chnce na makakausap kita...all dos stories and tyms wid u ill cherish coz dos are d nly memories of me wid u..all i can say is juz be happy wherever u are and thank you 4 being a part of my lyf...now..about 4 days has passed n i hope na i2ng poem na 2 mgugs2han mu...
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
IIf I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug
and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I miss you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
There will always be
another day to say "I miss you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love and miss you
and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

Royce...